Walking in Victory

I've been thinking about how the old law dealt with murder as an action, but Jesus goes so much deeper. He's addressing the anger in my heart - the very source where destructive thoughts begin. This kingdom way of living demands more from me than just following external rules.

Honestly, controlling my temper is one of my biggest struggles. I can seem calm and collected most of the time, but when something really sets me off, it's like a dam bursts. Once I'm angry, I feel completely out of control - like no one and nothing can stop me. And don't even get me started on how quick I am to judge others. If I'm being real with myself, I probably criticize someone in my head almost daily.

When I think about these things, I wonder if I'm really living as the overcomer God calls me to be. Am I truly a citizen of His kingdom when I struggle with these basic things? But I'm trying not to let discouragement win.

The truth I need to remember is this: I have a victorious life inside me. The King of all kings lives in me! I'm not just trying to be good on my own - I have royal authority dwelling within me. This isn't about my willpower; it's about His power working through me.

I need to stop staring at my failures and weaknesses. Every time I do that, I just feel defeated. Instead, I'm choosing to focus on the incredible life Christ has placed within me. That's what makes me kingdom material - not my performance, but His presence. I'm learning to let go of trying so hard in my own strength and instead follow this kingly life that's already mine.